And I'm sorry, I'm so, so sorry!

I moved about (well, exactly) a month ago, and things have just been insane since then...and then I had family visiting to help us get settled and sorted, and it was hard to find some alone time to check the site or even really thing about anything besides what real life demanded I get done. I've been almost constantly exhhausted and though I'm still bery tied, now that my family is gone, it's a bit more managable.

I'm going to try to get back into the swing of things here, but please continue to be patient. It may take a day or two for me to get back up to full steam here.

Above all, I want to say I love you guys, and really missed being here and doing stuff!

...And I've still been a terrible admin. I'm sorry guys. More lame excuses: I've been very stressed, and sick off-and-on. Nothing serious, but sinus junk and allergies, and minor stomach bugs. And lots of insomnia. I haven't had the presence of mind to RP. Not that this means much for any who don't know me really well, but I haven't even had the presence of mind to read lately, and usually nothing stops me from reading.

I'm slowly getting better (though family is visiting again from this weekend until...I'm not sure) so all I can ask is that you bear with me. I'll do my best to post and approve bios, and all that good stuff, but it may not be fantastic for a while.

Also, I want to warn that I did apply for a job last week. If I get it, I'll be kicked back to only being able to do stuff on the site (and talk on Skype, etc.) in the evenings and on weekends. I don't really expect to get it, but I hope I do (because who doesn't need money? xD). I'll let y'all know if I get a callback on that, and how it goes.

Again, I'm really sorry, and I'm really going to try to do better.

*hangs head in shame*

I'm still being a terrible admin. Y'all deserve much better. I've had a lot of life-stuff get in the way, and it hasn't left much time for RPing. Most recently, I've had trouble with our air conditioner again, and that's lead to a heat related migraine and exhaustion for the last 4+ days. Befroe that (and still going on) is some financial stress, and trying to find a job.

This site (and RPing in general) has always been a fun escape from day-to-day life and it's many stresses, but recently I've found I can't escape like I used to. It may be part of growing up, or whatever, but I've had to make choices about how to spend my time and energy, and the real life worries have been winning out.

I AM NOT QUITTING THE SITE!

That said, I'm not making useless promises either. I'm going to to my best to post and be active here, but I'll have to do so slowly. I've got to find the right balance for things, and until I do, I'm not going to be super active on here. I'm not willing to drop any characters/plotlines here yet, but I'll probably only do small posts for the time being, and most likely not every day.

I love you guys, and I'm sorry I haven't been a better admin lately. I hope this all makes sense, and doesn't just sound like I'm whining.